The phrase arrested me. Two words strung together in a sentence that don’t really seem like they should go together.
Fierce: Intense or ferocious aggressiveness OR heartfelt and powerful intensity.
Happiness: pleasure, contentment, satisfaction.
I’ve been having great conversations with ladies lately about the things I love about Jesus.
His patience. His consistency. His grace. But I’ve been searching for something else in my understanding of who He is.
And there it was. It jumped out of my phone and into my heart like God speaking straight to me. I started thinking of friends who exhibit “fierce happiness.”
My friend Mary Catherine Garrett who co-leads the inner city youth ministry One7 with her husband, David. Ultra endurance athlete Meredith Dolhare who founded RunningWorks, a non-profit investing in the health and well-being of homeless neighbors. My pastors Steven Furtick and his wife, Holly. Suzanne Spantgos and her husband George, great leaders in our church on outreach, tech, and eGroups teams. Tony and Christine Schmitz who lead at our Weddington location. Christy Baker who leads at our non-profit partner Charlotte Rescue Mission. And I could go on, and on.
Each of these people has known deep sorrow and on the other side have come to a place of fierce happiness. If Tim Keller is right in his book, Prayer – Fierce happiness is found in the perfect truine relationship between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. It seems it is found in truly knowing someone and allowing oneself to be deeply known.
Somewhere along my journey with Jesus, I think I’ve both gained and lost some of who He is. Before I really knew him I’d mastered a sort of fake happiness. I didn’t entirely realize I was faking it. I felt happy, mostly. I gave up the fake me as much as I could. But I’ve traded in something fierce in me for a sort of abstract tranquility. I want my fierce back. But a new kind of fierce that’s grounded in who He is inside me. It’s a different kind of grrrrr… Let’s see if we can find it together… in letting ourselves be deeply known.
As we begin a new series called Moodswingers, we’re also about to launch into a new season of eGroups at Elevation Church. Get there. Be known. Be fiercely happy.
Inspired by “Prayer: A 14-Day Devotional by Tim Keller” on the YouVersion Bible app.